Dare

A story of unrequited love triggered a lifetime ago by moment of careless banter between a young boy and a girl. This week’s prompt at Sunday Scribblings.

Eons ago, as innocuous children,
Under the tree, we hysterically laughed,
Over the new teacher’s helplessness,
Dealing with the incorrigible bully,
Playing havoc during our period in craft.

As a little girl, to an unsuspecting boy,
You in all innocence, then, remarked,
With widened eyes, and a heavy heart,
Will you dare to love me forever?
A million neurons in my head sparked.

Through our lives as friends, often,
I held your hand as your heart mended,
Broken by unrepentant nonchalance,
I wish then, I had dared to tell you,
How many lives my love transcended.

As a man of age, to an ageless woman,
Under this timeless star-lit sky,
With a flare of passion in my raging heart,
I’ve dared to love you, forever and ever,
And never once, I’ve needed to ask why.

I believe

Let me tell you the story of this friend I once had. She was stunningly gorgeous, and had the most amazing calming effect on everyone around her, including me. You could gaze into her dreamy eyes and find a compassion that would melt the hearts of the most cynical. She could bring out the best in others, but all she thought and talked about was the others.

For the longest time I believed she was riddled with the bullet-wounds of a torturous past that bespoke of shattered dreams – a life she had dreamt of since she was a little innocous girl. I believed the healing of these wounds had hardened her, made her more resilient, cold – made her the woman she was.

But the reality was that she hadn’t really recovered from those wounds. I realized that her unfinished sentences and unexplained metaphors were ways of protecting herself from reliving those battles and reopening those wounds. That tough exterior of the strong woman was a bandage around the essence of that little girl waiting to break free, and breathe in the morning air, and dream once again.

This poem is dedicated to her memory.
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One day in summer, at the end of spring,
I met a woman as pretty as morning.
She brought a smile to my weary face,
And walked confidently with a seductive grace.
She battled the world, like there was no end,
Yet she was everything, you could want in a friend.

Not a night went by when she did not cry,
Yet on no man, defiantly, she resolved to rely.
She made me crave to be a better man,
But never wanted to believe “I can”.
But I wish I could, to her this advice, lend,
There is no tear, true faith can’t mend.

One day she realized, under the morning sun,
That I was there waiting, and there was nowhere to run.
It was then that she decided to again, be a girl,
And give in to her heart, enjoy that twirl.
She’s now that girl, a child at heart,
Who paints her day, like bohemian art.

And that is why, sometimes, I truly believe,
That two and two can add up to five.
And that is why, sometimes, I truly believe,
Apples can fly, straight into the sky.

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Topic courtesy of Sunday Scribblings

that night on the bench

She stared straight into the dark void, avoiding my troubled yet curious gaze. A small teardrop silently found its way down her cheek, past her lips. I could see the chaos ravaging her mind, bringing flashes of painful memories that no joy on this earth could ever vanquish. The sea breeze ran playfully through her silken hair, ignorant of its inability to wipe the tear off her cheek, or the memories from her being. The faint light of the street lamp accentuated her slender shoulders, but refused to play any part in hiding her sorrow.

They don’t define you, girl, those memories are just that – memories. You live in the present, you are my present. You are with me. I watched in anguish as she struggled to find words to hide her thoughts. Trust me, for all I have to offer is trust, and I won’t pretend to have your love. Yet.

I reached for her hand, as she withdrew hers.

the walk home…

She put her arm around my waist as I silently shivered in the extreme chill. My eyes met hers and the source of that steady comforting warmth, flowing through her arm and into my body, shyly bared itself. The sparkle in those eyes bespoke of intense affection and intimacy that only that moment could ever claim witness to. Time had come to a standstill, not wanting to let this instant ever be a part of our forgotten history. Her full, red lips, blushing, quivered, unsure about the words that they were so desperately fighting to hold back. Hold back they did, but her eyes unwillingly betrayed them, conveying the message of her heart to me.

She turned her eyes away, looking straight into the nothingness that lay in front of us, signaling me to walk beside her. I wrapped my arm around her shapely shoulders, attempting to protect her from that intense cold. Never had I felt such a rush of strong belonging, unconditional attachment to anyone before. Ask anything of me, girl, but don’t leave my side, not now, not ever. Be mine, and I shall be yours, for time immemorial.

We walked quietly down the dark alley, the silence playing cupid willingly. I stole a glance at her, hoping that a glance back would give me the chance to lose myself into those mesmerizing eyes one more time.

Dinner and a drink

High on pina coladas and cranberry juice,
Her lips, they blush, caressing the divine mousse,
The gaze, locked into a distant dream,
Lends those mesmerizing eyes a seductive gleam…

The swaying silk, brushes away every mortal worry,
Stops the sands of time, they’re no longer in hurry,
The smile though supressed, radiates unencumbered exuberance,
warms the soul, as it accentuates the ambience…

Words sonorous, in delectable symphony,
Enchant this delirious pilgrim in search of divinity,
The delicate touch, it electrifies the weakened mind,
The existence listless and forlorn, he leaves behind…

The grape wasn’t sour.

Rohit stood watching as I turned away from her. I was sure I wouldn’t be able to conceal the embarassment brewed with the utter dejection caused by the events that were unfolding, but I tried to put up a brave front nevertheless. I could see a million eyes watching me, watching every move I made or didn’t. Moments like these are the ones that make or break a man, and I was never the one to put my tail between my legs and whimper away into oblivion.

The rose in my hand still looked fresh, giving away no clue as to the hurricane it had landed me into. The rose, an unappreciated product of countless hours of an obsessive search for the gift of superlative significance and meaning.

Rohit had the ‘I don’t know what to say’ look on his face. I smiled at him, the smile conveying my desperation to make a clean exit. He knew better than to pat my back in sympathy, knowing that would open the floodgates to the rivers of emotions pent up within, swelling since the first time my eyes had spotted her. I walked past him towards the door, I needed to be left alone.

My bruised ego prevented me from turning around and looking into those dreamy blue eyes. God, I wanted to do it so badly. One gaze into those mesmerizing eyes, one look that would show her the conviction and courage that I had mustered to just walk up to her. A finite moment of timelessness.

It was over. It felt light. It did not feel good.

Imagination running wild

She looked slender, although her body’s soft skin was filled out to its narrow limits in a charmingly harmonius and symmetrical way. Her face was oblong, with a high forehead and delicate features. She had beautiful small eyes with a sweet dreamy look. Her nose was petite and thin, flaring out a little at the nostrils. Beneath her tender lips, a tapered chin descended. The pure, fair skin of her cheek revealed a beauty spot of intensely pure black. Her flowing soft tresses brushed against the embroidered drapes, like scarves of silk against velvet skin. Her delicate yet profound smile raised storms of uninhibited rapture in the hearts of all those who experienced it. Her shapely ears adorning long earrings of unfathomable grace, much like the grace of the silver mane that runs along the back of a black arabian pedigreed stallion. Her shoulders, subdued, yet sporting confidence of divine proportions, that can only be a product of the knowledge of one’s own beauty.

Imagination running wild…..

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